“I don’t want to be little again. But at the same time I do. I want to be me like I was then, and me as I am now, and me like I’ll be in the future. I want to be me and nothing but me. I want to be crazy as the moon, wild as the wind and still as the earth. I want to be every single thing it’s possible to be. I’m growing and I don’t know how to grow. I’m living but I haven’t started living yet. Sometimes I simply disappear from myself. Sometimes it’s like I’m not here in the world at all and I simply don’t exist. Sometimes I can hardly think. My head just drifts, and the visions that come seem so vivid.”
— David Almond: Jackdaw Summer


i need to cherish my free time now..
and probably finish up norwegian wood,
update my music,
complete my 3 overdue presents and one that's almost due,
paint my nails,
get my uni applications done
and probably meet up some people i have yet to see for some time...

but my head's in the clouds,
and there doesn't seem to be an iota of urgency so long as i dont think about it.
'do not worry for tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry for itself.'
what if my tomorrows procrastinate and just stop worrying altogether?
♥ 12:36 AM