i've got a hidden needle pricked in my skin
and i cant seem to find it
but it hurts whenever it moves.
maybe thts whats preventing me from feeling what i should be feeling.
or maybe it just doesn't seem to bother me at all.

claudia says she chose not to care.
maybe.

perhaps,after all that happened.ignorance is truly bliss and that not caring is the best option.

last training today.out of 26 pretty girls at least 20 turned into water balloons who were pricked.and for once,the 6 flood lights in the bball court proved to be useful as it became flooded.the yr 1s,bekah,mr au,mr chua all gave speeches.so did our wonderful panda gelin who delivered a cute and touching speech.seeing my favourite big face get soaked in tears.i could actually feel what she was feeling and what she wanted to deliver verballly and from the bottom of her heat,although it was merely about 5 sentences.true feelings do come from the heart and no words can describe it.and so this marks the end of my soccer trainings in tjc.

and after friday,my soccer life ends and the life of a geeky nerd or a nerdy geek begins.
hate the thought of it.

why do all bad things come together?they believe in unity is strength too?
♥ 10:31 PM

"a friendship/relationship turns sour not when two people don't talk,neither does it end when they don't see each other.but when they stop caring about each other."

its turning sour.i guess.

♥ 8:33 PM

presenting TJC-vjc match!
score:0-1.roar.

underperformed comparitively to SA match.=/ i never felt so let down by myself like today in such a long time.what was i thinking?
to top it off.all i could hear from the start to the end of the match was "go vj go vj" of "victoria...gloria"-->the cheer that irritates ppl to the max(no offence to the vj ppl but this cheer is seriously irritating).where did all the tj-cians go?
vjcians occupied one whole section of the stadium whereas the population of tj only filled up a maximum of three ROWS in which most were on "mute mood"
seriously it just brings the morale way down.=/
as quoted from huimin "our school let us down at the most critical moment"
how right she was.
so there goes our chance of getting 1st and 2nd or rather mayb the ONLY 1st and 2nd this season for the school.and no one comes.

HAPPY SPEECH DAY TJ!


tj spirit?
don't count on it.

anyhow we'll be competing for 3rd and 4th on fri at jalan besar stadium with rjc.
cant believe i trained 1 and a half yr for a 3rd or 4th placing.roar even louder.

totally dissappointed.

oh well.life goes on.

"if you ever feel like giving up,think---what made you come so far?"----gelin and wendy
♥ 6:19 PM

was late for school today cuz my legs were too tired to budge.lost my will to speak cuz my mouth was too tired to move.wasn't thinkin straight cuz my brain's too tired to function.

to start off the morning,my wonderful pet dinosaur decided to go on some vacation and leave me indulged in self pity on the 31st of may.(okay,i was kidding abt the vacation part,autumn's cumin and she had to move to a warmer place to escape facing extinction)

**summarised version:had a rilli bad morning.

so the day passed and we went to celebrate huimin's bday after school!=)
wenta jack's place and chilled at mccafe where huimin bought herself a mini bday cupcake.(you should have said you wanted one!!)
and so we did what normal girls did.talk,gossip,complain,whine,simply having fun and enjoying the afternoon.

well,at least the day ended pretty well.=)

sometimes things just ain't what you thought it was.thats how the word 'dissappointment' came about.
♥ 9:40 PM

happy day today with the accomplished 11+1 rounds of jogging and sprinting.i've finally disciplined myself to do so.=D
vball after tht plus passing of tennis ball was purely entertainment worthy.its been some time since a day like this occurred.not tht bad after all.=D

random:i like things clear and obvious.=)
♥ 8:55 PM

three goals ain't enough.

hell no it is not enough.although we won,we lost.
i just hope we work hard for the next week to become gods,just in time to beat the saints.
please give me wings.

went mambo night after the match.population of year 2 there was like 2 CG combined.

miss the jerk-s!=/

random:when patience is no longer the key,its time to let go.
♥ 1:07 AM