♥ 10:59 PM

tonight was simple but splendid!
=)))
♥ 1:10 AM

So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyway
Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I wont even start

thirtyninepointtwo.
thats the highest this time.

down with the heat again.
this time i didn't mistake it for the aircon
or the stuffiness of the house.
i recognised mr fever.

hope this is the last time this yr.
i'm done with floating around feeling like a helium filled balloon.

words can only press in to a certain extent,it's only when you practice what you preach do you start adding weight to your words...

yes,i'm disgusted this time.
and no.it's not too strong a word at all..
♥ 3:00 PM

a desire to have an intellectual conversation struck me like a midsummer night wind...
♥ 2:07 AM

Thank God for watching over me...

today was AWESOME!
no more words can describe how awesome it was.
only one word..
and it was AWESOME.

besides that..
i almost ran through a cab today
super duper scary encounter.
thank God there wasn't oncoming traffic on the other lane
or the small lane i turned into
or we could have a car boot sale..
where we sell our car boots.
since it will be the only proper part of our cars left.
seriously.
cab drivers like that should be
BANG!
shot.
or thrown onto a surgery table and put to sleep.
endangered species.
species which endanger people's lives.

and i din manage to horn him with all i can
or take down his car plate.

all i did was freeze there like a popsicle.
bahh...

still..
i thank God for watching over me.
=))

today was..AWESOME.
♥ 12:57 AM

♥ 1:46 PM

fedup.

that's what happens when ur peaceful period ends
and everything starts happening again.
yes
life is like a sine curve.
when it goes up it goes wayyyy up.
but according to murphy's law
what goes up must come down
so when it goes down..
it goes wayyyyy down.

bad day at school
wayy below expectations
be it personal or my teacher's

the worst feeling besides regretting
is to know that you haven't done all that you could.

i'm not good enough.....yet.
♥ 11:45 PM

royce birthday celebration
brunch at spruce.
yummy.
and it feels good to just meet up again after such a lonnngggg time.
the best part was..
it didn't feel like we didn't meet in a long while at all.=))

badminton with the cell
plus captainball
super fun!=))
it felt great to exercise again
and of course.
i desperately needed it.
jogging and swimming here i come!!




♥ 11:41 PM

ARGHHHHHH!!!!
LAFSJHLKJFSAKJFSLAKFUIEWUPTOIPOI!!!
my nerves are vibrating so much its playing a tune like a broken guitar.
oh well...
Anger is neither created nor conserved but only changed from one form to another

that aside,
today was greatt!!
church in the morning and the word was "fantabulous"!

family time
and my bro brought his gf
and we hung out after tht in town
with shiming yulin and weilin!
woohoo!
and we caught coco before chanel!
yeay!
now i can strike off one more thing on my list!=))


♥ 1:27 AM

THANK GOD...
for letting me persevere throughout the 9 hours of exams with only an hour break
for letting almost 90% of my exam being made up of only organic chem
which was the only thing i studied.
for letting the exam be the only prelim paper i tried doing..
thank God.

now i'm a happy prelim graduate.=))

so we headed to town for a lil walk while waiting for cynthia
ended up at the flea at SMU
until i started seeing stars.
maybe cause it was underground
or maybe it was just cause of the hunger.
so we headed to shokudo for pasta!

yeay!
yummy food.
awesome company.
wonderful place.
empty mind.
perfect.


♥ 12:51 AM

♥ 2:45 AM

i'm done with prep for tml!=)))

was just having a random conversation with a friend earlier on..

and it suddenly dawned on me that people can do things which doesn't quite make sense under desperation.
whatever the need is.

as the saying goes,
once bitten twice shy
a person who makes a mistake once
makes it up via the wisdom he attains
make the mistake twice and people call that stupidity
so why do people still do things when they know its wrong?

people knowingly make the wrong decision
not because they fail to see the detrimental effects in the long run
but because the short term pleasure they foresee overwhelms and hides the future they will eventually live in.
it sets the adrenaline all high
and just like a hungry mouse looking at a slice of cheese on a mousetrap
yes,he can see the seemingly huge mousetrap infront of it
but thinking about having a satisfying meal with a little filled tummy
he approaches it with zero hesitation.

until he realises
PIAK!
he got himself caught by a stationary mousetrap
yes the irony,
not like the mousetrap started walking on all fours chasing after it.
technically,
it was a voluntary act
so they realise their life starts crumbling to pieces
and starts wondering why this is happening to them instead of the other 4303232320943434 people on the planet.
wallowing in self pity
thinking that the whole world doesn't care.
and that's how the word "emo" was invented.

why do people start thinking if anyone cared about them only when they are in dire states?
the ones who care
already saw what was coming
and attempted to stop the disaster from happening umpteen times
the reason why their lives are in such a state
was because they didn't care in the first place
so why mope around complaining no one cares
when you threw the care you have right out of the window.

whining and brooding at the sad state of one's life
is completely redundant..
as redundant as the xxx's and zzxz's teens used to put in their words.

instead of waiting for a samaritan to descend and pick us up from the hole.
it would definitely be faster if we just start looking around
thinking of the best we can do to get ourselves out of the hole.

not only do we get a lesson learnt,
it makes us more mature and less dependant on the people around us.
and most importantly,
we feel good about ourselves.

care is a voluntary act of affection , not a self-inflicted burden based on the expectation of another party.
♥ 1:46 AM

my to-do list is getting longer and longer.
which means...
my to-do list is jinxed.
the moment its up on the list.
it will never be done.
cause it's on a to-do list.
not a done list.
♥ 11:42 PM

praise God for today.
♥ 11:28 PM

had a real super duper bad+ demoting paper today..
thank God for frolick+cupnoodles by the road-side+lousy parallel parking
and of course...
ng shiming and chua weilin.=))

the best motivation...is remorse.
and i hope it stays long enough.

♥ 12:54 AM