finally...
finally the cavewoman managed to find a usable computer.
yeayness.

and so i finished my 100 MCQ questions exam
and all i got was a headache.
and checking only made things worse.
but im glad its over
and the paper was..okay.
=)

my laptop repair fee is tentatively 500 bucks
yes
500 bucks for a computer lid
and no my computer is not made of gold
i have no idea where the 500 bucks came from
but im still trying to come to terms with that
and so my one week holiday will be devoted to being mom's chauffeur to pay off the 500 bucks.
-sobs-
hope i see it before camp LOUD

so excited for an exciting week ahead after this.

and so im rotting away at my aunt's with a laptop on my lap
and the feeling's so foreign somehow.
and since its family day
and the boss is away
i'm just gonna bum around ..
and sit around..
and rot around..

i hope they play that game with the 148 tiles soon..=))


random: back to the first love....
♥ 5:22 PM

last post of the week
before i continue my attempts to kill myself with my books.

the past few days has been _________
inclusive of today
its like "camp funeral"

im getting as cranky as an old woman whose dentures were taken away from.
cause my laptop's in two
and the thought of sending it for repair is just firing me up cause
no.1
sitting at the service centre waiting for my laptop to be diagnosed alone is just a waste of time.
no.2
100 bucks for repair is a big wide hole in my small micro-sized pocket
and no. 3
there's no number 3
cause 2 points is bad enough

Thank God i finally found the best medicine to chase away all the crankiness
and the happiness is setting in
yes,its like a drug.
and i'm addicted to it.=)

today's yummy bowl of ramian made me realise that
maybe im really spending too much time on my social life
cause at the very least
the books and the certification will be there when i need it

social life is like another waste of time
cause u waste your time stepping into other people's lives
and realise that
that's all you did.
no one has stepped into yours
but other people's lives has just become part of yours
people do nice things to you
based on the fact that "since you were here for me, i should be here for you too"
courtesy and obligations
just like a relationship
which is why i always think twice before i risk my life in one.
so you spend your days meddling into other people's little affairs
that does not concern or bring about any change in yours at all.
and at the end of the day
you just end up where you started
nothing.

since everyone's self-centred
we should just all be self-centred.
in the aspect of econs,
we've reached full employment in this way
cause maximum benefit is reached.

"it's all about me."
thats the way it should be.
now i just need to get it into my head.



random: love just doesn't happen when you quietly wait.
♥ 10:57 PM

♥ 1:56 AM

pictures are up!!!
salvation army!!

♥ 10:54 PM

yes pictures pictures pictures
but due to the fact that the camera is abt 70cm away from me now
no
the pictures wont be up today.
cause my good friend fatigue refuses to let me move
and mr irritated tagged along

a hungry tired girl
is a angry irritated girl

so i went to the night safari in the end
yes i spent 18 dollars to get the same experience as when one closes their eyes
the whole experience was just
DARK
i can sleep walk without anyone knowing
they will just think that im looking at the trees
who u go with really matters
cause it determines whether or not you have fun
so i had fun
this pig like animal made funny noises
when they snort
they sound like they farted
which is actually quite funny
in night safari
hearing is usually easier than looking
so just let the ears do the job.


supper after tht at KFC
fattening!
oh well who cares
we all craved for it
and Mr kentucky outside the entrance were waving at us.

ok.he waves 24/7 cause he's a statue...
we just gave in to temptation.

service today
was supposed to answer altar call
but ended up serving and helping around.
when its ur serving day..
u serve.
how true.
had to washed the tumblers
and search for the missing twin tumblers
and everything took so long
everything only ended at 10

and it felt like someone just took a straw and sucked up all the energy from me
not a single drop left
wanted to just drive home when i reached the car.
but my bag was at payalebar
and having two prom kings in the car didn't really help


my eyelids are taking turns to droop now
im like looking at the left
then the right
then the left...


precamp tml.


random: love is unpredictable and that's the way it should be.
♥ 12:33 AM

don't the animals look cute with the colors and all???

now tell me why do i need to spend 20 bucks to see animals in monochrome
yes night safari is on my to-do list
not that i don't want to go
or hate going
but night safari after a longggg day of school
on a friday night
is just...
draining.

whatsmore i have to strain my eyes
and play spot the animals
and watch out for the lions
and the tigers
and the cheetahs
and the cockroaches
and the ants
and the bats
and of course
the tram
cause the saddest way to die
is to get crashed by a tram in singapore night safari.
and get featured in the "life" section of the straitstimes instead of the orbituaries.

and the thought of the following day
and the following following day
just doesn't help much.
and my dearest cell group leader would probably shred me,skin me,and set his scary looking colleagues at me or feed me to the pirahnahs if i ask to be excused.
so somebody throw me an aircraft battery.

that aside,
today was reallly super duper good
i finally managed to pick up some stuff with ms tan
and now im a happy tired girl
so it was school,
supper after meeting
then shiming and marcus

my mom would probably slice me like sashimi if she ever found out i came home so late.
so thank God.


better go catch some winks
charge up my eyes
so that they glow tml night.




or maybe i should just bring a lamp post.

random: it takes great perseverence and faith to supress, contain and be in control.
♥ 3:28 AM