the gargantuan amount of pictures were almost impossible to upload here on a one by one basis..

so i'll just do the best i can.

wildhoney with random people!

bbq with team one!=)))))







love teamone ttm.

then its out with one of my favs...


and finally the main highlight...

ASIA CONFERENCE.

served like 13 out of 14 sessions.

awesomeness was oozing out of every end.

Thank God for his strength i came out a survivor,

one that's filled with hope once again.
E490 is love.=))

there are always times when we know it's not gonna happen,

but we still carry a plankton-sized hope in our minds,

wishing that somehow somewhat,a miracle will happen.

and sometimes,

it just doesn't.

been through it once,

and i really didn't need a second time to remind me how bad it felt.really.

some things just happens with the purpose of sending you into a state of bewilderment,

triggering your every thoughts,

your every doubts,

compelling every ounce of skepticism to surface

and at the end of it all,

all that's on your mind is just :how can this possibly be it?

bewilderment just doesn't suffice in representing the whole amalgam of stuff i'm feeling.

there's still the disbelief,the disappointment,the 'denuded',woebegone feel,

and the iota of hope that's ironically left.

and the best part?

i have no clue what i'm hoping for at all.

the wavering glimpse of a twinkling star would have been sufficient to keep me hanging on.

even a glitter or a sparkle.

threading in darkness is no fun,

and so is banging on walls attempting to look for an exit.

induce me with all the courage i need.

please?

the degree of intimacy a relationship gets to is determined by how far the limiting party allows it to happen.

the moment we draw a line after knowing a person,

that's how far we will go with them.

and most of the time,

we choose our close friends even before they actually become our close friends.

kinda interesting huh.

team barbeque,chilling with my girls,heaven's loft,flea with the girls

were the main highlights of my week.

would love to show how amazing it was but sadly,my dear shu forgot to return me my cam.

SIGH.

still despite all the bombs dropped,

it was a week of improvement,

a week where relationships were drawn closer,

and i thank You for everything.

"move on"

means looking ahead

means advancing forward

means dropping the past and anticipating the future

means passing by

means going on top of an item

it's amazing how one word can hold so many meanings

and the same goes for actions

or the many ways we express ourselves.

i think what matters is how we actually express it instead of looking at the actions,words,gestures itself.

how =) and =D differs.

haha and hahahaha

the eyes when one smiles

the grip of a one's hands

somehow these nitty grittys are often overlooked or treated generally when deep down,

it's never the same.

we've come to a point whereby everything's better off in the grey area

where everything's based on pure conjecture with no solid proof

everything that happens around us is like a coin--2 faces which never fails to mislead.

conversations become a pitting ground where everyone tries to hide their intentions among their words hoping that the other party would get it

dating becomes a game where the weakest heart loses

books become a manual with secret codes lurking waiting to be uncovered

the ambiguity emotional beings can cause.

a world where the mist clears,

where everyone just mean it when they say it

do things which only mean one specific thing,

can never happen,can it?

i guess what makes the world we live in so interesting is the fact that everyone else is becoming so complicated.

two down.

one to go.

frankly speaking.

i experienced an instant of what they usually describe as "hopelessness"

for a moment,it felt like my tracks were missing and i was walking on stone cold unstable ground.

it's really bothering me a whole lot

and i know i'm just going to have to hang onto You more than ever before.

things always happen for a reason

and i'm sure its not pure coincidence that the same thing happened again.

the five letter word i shall hang onto

the three letter word i shall lean on

stand still and dont be afraid is what You said

since ive got nothing left,

i've got nothing to lose.

it's funny how friendship,when established to a certain level of intimacy,forms an unexplainable force which allows one to communicate to another without actually communicating.

they can say something and mean another and the other party can just get it.

its just like two languages being expressed at the same time.

it's amazing.

yes my favourite girl,

somehow i got what you were driving at.

caught last song yesterday,

im sure it was a pretty good show many would say.

just that sitting with a girl who saw a sweet act of romance of carving initials on a tree as a tree massacre,wasn't exactly a wise decision.

but nevertheless.i enjoyed the company.

it was indeed a testing day for me

and i learnt a great deal.

mistakes you make yourself indeed makes the best lessons and of course,the hardest to forget.

i need to stop letting myself go,to refrain myself from being easily swayed by favourable circumstances or comfortable company.

there's a season,a time for everything.

anyhow,here goes my sunday...

though we dont hang out anymore,

i still love you.

have a blessed year ahead!

















dinner at ponggol nasi lemak.

and i just realised they spelt it as ponggol instead of punggol.

nevertheless.it was yummy ttm.

wild honey with wayne and company after.

splendid place.

i definitely want to go there again.

most certainly....
















i'm experiencing a real bad hair day

not appropriate for photos at all.oh well.

and now i have to send the car for a good carwash cause my WHITE car ended up with polka dots splattered with a certain artistic flare.