life is like a piece of music.
we always encounter parts that require a little bit more attention,
a little bit more effort.
we might need to go through it again and again just to get it right.
then when the flow is established,
we move on, feeling the music as we go..till we meet another difficult part again.

we might have a lot of motives along the way which pushes through all these hiccups,
but i guess what really pushes us through is knowing that we too can play a beautiful piece at the end, the inherent wish to make things happen.
the difficulties only exists to make the end taste sweeter.
cause not everybody makes it to the end with a beautiful tune.

i'm supposed to be slugging my hearts out now,
but its always like that,
your body always wants to rest and relax at the most crucial part of your life.
success is hard to attain cause your body is wired to go against it everytime you are near it.
im willing to do anything, and i mean anything; clear mail, blog, play piano, reply smses,except to study.

this is so bad.rarr.
♥ 4:34 PM

“I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. 
Delicious Ambiguity.”
— Gilda Radner


you will always find the evidence that supports what you wanna believe in,there is never right or wrong.
you choose what you want to see.
i've finally reached a tipping point, a turning point, an opportunity to decide what could be the next phase of my life.
being so comfortable at where i am,
my reluctance to decide and the procrastination that follows has rendered my time seemingly useless when it comes to personal progress.
unknown grounds seem like fun,
in fact it is fun when you think about it,cause that's the thing about thoughts,
you're the designer,the creator of the world you want it to be,
so before you enter it yourself,you can see it in anyway you want,it can be any way you want, a bed of roses, a bed of thorns,you decide.

we can never stop our minds from wandering into unknown territory,
and more often than not,
it is our thoughts which restricts us from stepping into the unknown,
be it the negative picture we painted of it,
or simply the fear of ruining the beautiful picture we paint of it.

full stops and commas are major decisions we make in out lives.
a sentence can never have too many commas,
sometimes a full stop is needed for a new sentence, for a clearer understanding.
but often, we find it easier to put a comma than a full stop, till the sentence loses its underlying meaning and everything becomes complicated.

my feet's embellished with jewels of fear.
retreating filled my mind the moment i took a step forward,
but still i'm glad i finally did.

sometimes all it takes it that sudden surge of adrenaline,
that push that you've always been trying put down,
to take you into a whole new dimension, a whole new world.

i'll trust in You,
faithfulness is gonna pull me through.
the sky's the limit.


“Take pride in how far you have come and have faith in how far you can go.”
— Christian Larson
♥ 4:42 PM

“There is neither happiness nor unhappiness in this world; there is only the comparison of one state with another. Only a man who has felt ultimate despair is capable of feeling ultimate bliss. It is necessary to have wished for death in order to know how good it is to live…..the sum of all human wisdom will be contained in these two words: Wait and Hope.”
— Alexandre Dumas


two words i sometimes detest.
♥ 2:51 AM

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t always promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn
with every good-bye you learn.”
— Veronica A. Shoffstall




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